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Please… Look At Me (2/11)

Title: Please… Look At Me (2/11)
Author: fumiyo92
Pairings: KyuMin, !slight KyuhyunxSunkyu
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, angst
Summary: Born as a boy make Sungmin never feel his mother loved because of he looks like his father. Until one day he accidently meet Kyuhyun and he feel something different with him, he was in love… but what will happened if Kyuhyun love Sunkyu, his twin. Will Kyuhyun love him back? What will happen if he meet his father?

Warning: Twins Sungmin & Sunkyu, Older Kyuhyun


Sungmin POV

I walk in to my house, my heart still beat fast if I remember that boy. I go to my room to do my homework but I can’t focus, every time I thinking of something, that boy face always flashing on my mind. Aahhh… what should I do??? I just know his name, I don’t know anything about him and what is this feeling?

“Sungmin-ah!!! Time to dinner!!” I heard my grandmother shouting from downstairs, my eyes widen I look at the clock, it 7 p.m. already? I look at my homework; I still didn’t do any of my homework. Aish… that Kyuhyun boy is really disturb me but why I didn’t mind at all?


“Ne, Halmeoni!!” I run to the kitchen, Sunkyu and my mother are already there, eating their dinner. I frown and sit next to my grandmother, they didn’t really care if I was here or not. The dinner is like usual, my mother and Sunkyu is chatting about their day although they spend it together but they still talking about it. After the dinner finished, I tug my grandmother sleeve, “Halmeoni… can I ask something to you?”

“What is it, Sungmin-ah?”

“I meet this boy this morning when halmeoni leave me at school, I kick a bottle and accidently hit him” my grandmother frown when she hear that, “A-ani… he didn’t hurt at all but he say it hurt but I didn’t hurt him but–“

“Sungmin-ah…” I look at my grandmother and then look down, my face is so hot. I bet that I’m blushing now…

“I-I couldn’t get him away from my mind… I even cannot do my homework because his face is always flashing on my mind. Halmeoni… is there something wrong with me?” I look at her with pleading eyes but she just chuckle and then laugh hard.

“It’s called love, Sungminnie…”

I titled my head, confused with the new word, “Love? What is it?”

“You will know when you grow up” I pouted and start whining, it was my way to get what I want to. “Love is when you feel your heart beating really fast and you couldn’t get him away from your mind”  

“So I’m in love with him?” I focusing on her but she just pat my head and leaving me alone, confused. Aish… halmeoni… why didn’t you help me… I stomped to my room and quickly do my homework. After I finished them, I look at my clock, it’s 9 p.m. I change my clothes with pajama before lie on my bed, not forget to pulling the blanket and close my eyes, sleeping.

That night I heard knock on my door, I look at the clock it was 10 in the night. Who would come to my room at this time? I open the door but no one was there. I look at my left and my right, but no one there. I frightened and close my door immediately. I run to my bed and buried myself on a pile of blanket. Who was there? Is it halmeoni? No, halmeoni would just come in without knocking the door. Or is it umma? Maybe she wants to wish me a good night. Aah… maybe that was her and she didn’t want me to know that she actually care for me. With that lat thought, I sleep with a smile on my face.


Normal POV

A little girl was hiding behind the wall when she saw her brother come out from his room, she look at him closely, seeing how frightened his look when he found no one was there and then he close the door immediately. She walk to her brother room again and was about to knock the door but her hand seems to freeze on her side. She clutched something on her hand tightly and then walks to her room quietly.

Early in the morning, the twin is already go to their school. Sunkyu go with her mother and Sungmin go with his grandmother. Weird? But that was them, their mother always leave Sungmin behind and let him go to school with their grandmother or even walk by himself if their grandmother wasn’t at home.

Sunkyu come earlier than Sungmin, she was about to go to her class when someone call her, “Sunkyu!!” she turn around and see her favorite sunbae.

“Ah… oppa” she smile at him making the said boy face to reddened a little and give her a shy smile.

“H-Hey… good morning…” she said, control himself not to shuttered in front of her.


“Ehm… Sunkyu… did you have time after class?” she frown, didn’t know what he mean. “E-Emm… you see, my mother said that we will come to your house to have a dinner tonight, emm… I mean… could you accompany me… my mother wants me to buy something and it was for girls and since I’m a boy I couldn’t choose what the best is”

She smiles at him, “Of course, Kyuhyun-oppa… I’ll accompany you” Kyuhyun smile back with a red tint on his cheek.

Sungmin POV

We have a P.E now; I change my clothes and go to the field. Today we have to share field with the 6th grader. I sit under the tree, waiting for our teacher to come and then someone caught my sight. It was him, playing football with other 6th grade boys. So, he is my sunbae… a smile form on my face, maybe God give me a chance to be close with him.

After the P.E end I started to gather information about him. His name is Cho Kyuhyun, he is 6th grader. He really loves to sing and playing games, he is one of the best singer in our school. He join the music club in our school. Should I join it too? I really want to get closer with him. I pull out all of my courage and walk into the music club, everyone stop what their do when they see me. I look around but I couldn’t find him here, and then someone approach me, “What are you doing here?” what a good welcome.

“I want to join the club”

“You? Join the club?” and they start to laugh. Sigh… they reaction is the same as I expected. Lee Sungmin a bookworm unexpectedly join the music club, I still can’t believe myself that I will join a club after 5 years schooling just because want to get closer with your sunbae… sigh…

“Yes, could I?”

“What you can do?” what I can do? Studying? Stupid Sungmin… you can’t play any of the music instruments and you can’t sing… what will you do now? Huh?

“I can’t play the instruments or singing but I want to learn about it. So, could I join?”

They look at each other, “We can’t decide it alone” a girl step up from behind, “We has to know Kyuhyun-oppa decision and because he wasn’t here today, we can’t give you an answer” I look at each of them, seems what that girl say is true; I bow at them and take my leave.  I have to join the club and get closer with Kyuhyun-sunbae, I have to!!


Normal POV

“Kyuhyun-oppa~ look at this~” Sunkyu call Kyuhyun from the toy store, Kyuhyun approach her with smile on his face, “Is that cute~” she pointed at a plushy doll. “I think that would be a good gift”

“Is that so?” Sunkyu nodded her head, “Does girl always love something like that?” Kyuhyun asked, confused. Again, Sunkyu nodded her head. 

“That’s right!! Every girl love to collect a plushy toy because we can hug it when we sleep. I always love to hug a plushy doll when I’m sleep. And I think that girl will love to have a plushy doll as a gift” Sunkyu explained.

Kyuhyun take the doll and pay for it. After go to the toy store, they get some ice cream and then they go to every store that the mall have. Oh right… if you confused why the 10 years old girls and 11 years old boy can walk around the mall without afraid being kidnapped? That’s because first the mall is just a few blocks away from their school and Kyuhyun bring his driver with them. After they do all around the mall, they got home.

Sungmin POV

I got down from my room after doing my homework. It was 7.30 p.m. in the night and it’s time for dinner. I walk in to the dining room but I couldn’t find my mother and Sunkyu there. Weird… they always got here before I did. I look around the house, searching for my grandmother but she wasn’t there too. Did she have a promise with her friend?

I walk in to the kitchen and found a maid there washing some dishes, “Do you see where my grandmother is?” I ask her, she look surprise when she hear my voice.

“She have a meeting with her friend, she said that she wouldn’t come home tonight” she said after she come out from her shock state.

“Aah…” I nodded my head, sometime halmeoni always go out with her friend. Hehehe, she’s really famous even though she already have 2 grandchildren,  “Umma and Sunkyu?”

“They go outside, they said that they have a dinner with one of their friend and they said that they will go home late”

I frown when I hear this. So no one was home, huh? They leave me alone? I can feel that tears was about to roll on my cheek. I turn around and quickly go to my room, I don’t want her to see me crying like a baby. I slam the door shut and lie on my bed, I clutched my hand on my chest, I don’t know why but it hurts in here… thinking that no one is in home make my tears flow harder on my cheek and I clutched my chest tight. It hurts…

Normal POV

The dinner is very special, they go to the best restaurant on Seoul. While the parents is talking about something they call is a grown-up problem, Kyuhyun and Sunkyu is sitting together on the bench, looking at the start that was sparkling above them, “Sunkyu… I have something for you” Kyuhyun said while handing her a gift.

“What is it?” Sunkyu look confusedly at Kyuhyun then at the gift on her hand.

“Just open it and you will know”

Sunkyu open the gift really carefully, she gasp when she know what the gift is. It was the same plushy doll that Kyuhyun buy that noon, “But… you said it was––“

“It is a gift for a girl” Kyuhyun said with playful smile on his handsome face.

“But you didn’t say that it was for me…”

“If I say so you wouldn’t accompany me, right?” she slowly nodded her head, understanding what Kyuhyun meant, “Sunkyu-ah… I have something to tell you” Kyuhyun said slowly, taking her hands on his which make her to look at him confusedly, “I really like you”


Yay~~ the second chapter is up~~~

Happy birthday for Sungmin-oppa~~~ *even it’s still 2 hour early for that ^^*

I can’t write a birthday fic for him *sit in the corner*

But comments is always love and no silent reader please~~

See you at the next chapter *wave hand and vanish like a ninja*




( 18 chocolate cake — give me chocolate cake )
(Deleted comment)
Dec. 31st, 2010 03:36 pm (UTC)
Omo!! you are fast!!
Yes, she did want to get closer to Minnie ^^
(Deleted comment)
Dec. 31st, 2010 03:56 pm (UTC)
Don't hate him .
He still didn't know that Sungmin love him, kekeke
Dec. 31st, 2010 03:54 pm (UTC)
oh no you didn't...

it's sungmin birthday!!!
n i expected happy things...for him

nway ,update soon!^^
Dec. 31st, 2010 03:58 pm (UTC)
I want to write a happy story for Sungmin birthday but i didn't get any idea so i just continue this story, kekeke
I'll try to update soon ^^
Dec. 31st, 2010 03:56 pm (UTC)
I wil come next year to read and comment XD!!!
so see you tomorrow!!~


Dec. 31st, 2010 04:00 pm (UTC)
Oohh... I'll wait a year for your comment, kekeke
Dec. 31st, 2010 04:02 pm (UTC)
Dec. 31st, 2010 04:06 pm (UTC)
*evil laugh*
he can like Sunkyu but he will LOVE Sungmin!!
Dec. 31st, 2010 04:02 pm (UTC)
no Kyuhyun and SUnkyu moment~~~hahahaha *evil laugh* this chapter is sad~~~T_T~~~
Dec. 31st, 2010 04:09 pm (UTC)
*evil laugh*
Dec. 31st, 2010 09:30 pm (UTC)
poor Sungminnie, kyu will be his sister's boyfriend TT love is hard.
But with his cuteness, HE HAVE TO ATTRACT kYU HAHAHAH^^
thanks for the update,CAN'T WAIT NEXT.
Jan. 1st, 2011 12:19 pm (UTC)
he WILL attract him, kekeke
I'll try to update it soon ^^
Jan. 1st, 2011 12:34 am (UTC)
omo it is so cute what minnie does to tries to know kyunnie better!!~<33

oaky now I know that his sister does care for him!!
but she should tell it him!support him!...

omo minnie don´t cry!!!
SOon everyone will be by your side!!
I hate his mother so much!!!!!argh!!
it´s after all her own son!!...
poor minnie T____T
KYU COME AND LOVE HIM TOO :D!!!he neeeeds you!!~<333

omo andwaeee~!!

this was super update!!!
Thankyu for being a super fast ninja XD!!!

Jan. 1st, 2011 12:22 pm (UTC)
He can like his sister but he will LOVE Sungmin, kekeke
I'll try to become a ninja again .
anticipating it~~
Jan. 1st, 2011 10:16 am (UTC)
My heart broke while reading this
This chapter is so sad :(
Why is Sungmin's life so tough..
And Sunkyu, is she trying to get closer to her brother?
But it's just so sad...
I can't imagine what's going to happen..

Look forward to your upadte
Jan. 1st, 2011 12:23 pm (UTC)
Yes, she is trying to get closer to her brother .
I'll try to update soon^^
Dec. 4th, 2011 01:26 am (UTC)
T_T I wish Sunny died in this fic *LOL wae I always hate the girl character in your fic* XD
Dec. 11th, 2011 03:21 pm (UTC)
ooooo noooooooo
she's not a bad girl~~

hehehe don't be like that~~~
*even though I always like that too*
( 18 chocolate cake — give me chocolate cake )